GIRNA / UTHNA (Bonus)

Main asmaan mein apni saari khawahishein chhorh ke aaya hu Maine jisko bhi chaha hai uski umeedein Todd ke aaya hu Main marod ke aya hu gardan har ek khwab ki Jisne bhi mere andar janm liya hai Main apne aap se chaahat ko door rakhne ki koshish karta hu Dil lagane ki aadat ko door rakhne ki koshish karta hu Lagta hai bagawat ko door rakhne ki koshish karta hu Yan fir shayad mohabbat ko door rakhne ki koshish karta hu Par kya karu kaise keh du ki mera marne ka mann karta hai Kaise keh du ki kisi relgaadi ke aage aa jaane ka mann karta hai Mujhe samajh aata kayi log chhaton se kood'te kyu hain Sundar sooraj ko doobta dekhte dekhte doobte kyun hain Poochhte kyu nahi hai mujhse ki main theek hu yan nahi Agar poochh bhi lenge to jawab jhooth hi dunga Tumse bhi tumhara haal poochh hi lunga Fir hum dono apne apne raste ho lenge Zindagi ke kaanton bhare phoolon ke guldaste kholenge Thoda sa has lenge zyada ro lenge Par sach thodi na aa ke bolenge ek dooje ko Sach thodi na bola jaata hai Meri aankhon mein ab jadd-o-jehed ke ilava kuchh bhi nahi hai Mere andar ab jazbe junoon aur pagalpan ke ilava kuchh bhi nahi hai Tum mohabbat khojte huye mat aana mere dil mein Aisa bilkul sochte huye mat aana mere dil mein ki tumhe jagah mil jayegi Idhar pyaar ki kali khil jayegi Idhar bas behenchod shor ka sanatta bacha hai Aur ghar waalon ki ummeedon ke paudhe hain jinse zeher rista hai Mere andar ka har ek ang roz is bojh mein pista hai Ki kal subah fir uthna padega Fir girna padega fir uthna padega Behenchod 15 baras ki umar se main sapna dekha gaane ka fir ruka nhi Jalne Dil ko jalne deta bhai mein kabhi tuta nhi Par ye tutanon me kaat di zindagi Dhuan Dhuan Dhuan Dhuan Kyun hote Jaa rha sabkuch dhundla Mein dekh nhi paara what is in the front It's either a throne or a man with a gun Pointed on my head It's either get rich and make some bread Ya behtar dikhta jaa rha dead They ask me what is in my head? Mein sala mere dimag se khelne nikal gya Bhedchal ki bheed mein It took some real ears to make me real eyes Ki mein bada hoon is scene se Born with a head injury severe as Hakim Sheikh But the PTSD came from my very own weakness Haal filhal mein girta padta jaara hoon thokar khara hoon Uth na paata hoon Do I sound suicidal? Nah man We livin it larger than life Livin it for mothers, Fathers and Brothers We tight!