LOST IN PEACE

Janu na main ghum hu kahiiiPehle wala yash ghum hai kahiiJaanuna kidhar chot hai lagiiiiBs dill mein hota dard mujhe or na kahii Dill mein sab bhara bayaan na hota sabkuchhSeh na pauu utne mille mujhe dard dukhJab Raaton ko mein hota tanha main yaha pe toRoti meri ruh or hasta mera manzar2 baje he raat ko likhne mein betha huUdd gai hai neend sukoon dhundhata raha hu.Na ro pata akele main kahena pata kuch bhi nahiIm dead like alone me sunn ho raha hu.Aye teri yaadein or rota hu akela.Kisi ko na keh saku main haal e dill jothahera.Dekhata hu roj tera hasta hua chaheraFir wahi teri yaadoin mein mayush haisavera.Chhupaane na du mein Khudko tere hawale karu meinPar tu jo mera naa hua Ye baat mere dill ko kese kahu mein . Janu na main ghum hu kahiiiPehle wala yash ghum hai kahiiJaanuna kidhar chot hai lagiiiiBs dill mein hota dard mujhe or na kahii Kese kahu tu sach bol Mere sath reh ke bhi tune kiya hai khudpe afsoshKamjor mujhe tune hi kiya haiDekhe mene chats tune cheat kyu kiya re? Waadein jo kiye the mol raha ab.Sapne bhi dekhe hamne bol na zara abRaat hui or main gumm hu kahiJab dekhta hu chand teri yaad aa rahi...13 fab hum mile the sab sahi thaa us dinn14 fab kyu call tera busy tha pura dinn15 fab hum mile the jagde hue pure dinn16 fab dekhi photo uske sath tuta dill..Jana hi tha to aayi paas mere kyuDill lagana nahi thaadooba ke gai kyu..Janu na main ghum hu kahiiiPehle wala yash ghum hai kahiiJaanuna kidhar chot hai lagiiiiBs dill mein hota dard mujhe or na kahiiMeri dua he tu rahena khush jaha bhi heMera kya he tere gum se hi zinda hogeItna main depressed hu ruh jism me raheti nahi hePhoto nikalu kese mind se tu utri nahi hai.Sach bolu ye gana nahi jazbaat haiMeri ruh se nikla hua daag hai..Pr yaadoin mein teri hum baarbaad haiRuh to gum hai hum to zinda laash hai..Janu na main ghum hu kahiiiPehle wala yash ghum hai kahiiJaanuna kidhar chot hai lagiiiiBs dill mein hota dard mujhe or na kahii