Udasi

Zam bhi hum ghoot ghoot piye hai Ilzaam bhi hum ghoot ghoot piye hai Todte rehte hai sab Dil or hum dhadkane sine me Lage hai Apne to samajhe hi nahi har gum jor se mere seene pe lage hai Hum door Jane me ab dheere se Lage hai Ye sare bure waqt zindagi ke jaise ek sath mere peechhe se Lage hai Mai sochta hu zindagi kya se kya ho gayi Mai waise bhi akela or ye bhi khushi ki mohtaz ho gayi Mujhpe jhunt bolne ke ilzam itne the Ki ye sachhai bebasi me padi rahi Ek ja nahi pati dusri tanhai kamre pe Pehle se khadi hai Mai khud me hi kaid ho gaya Jab dekha ki duniya mere intazar me or dene khadi hai Mere gum me waise to mashroof koi nahi Or ye udasi yaha hasi waha dhong ke Ashu Mujhse hue nahi Instagram pe Don Bane firte Or khudki samasya bhaiya ji sholw hui nahi Duniya me sharab se achha jashn kya hai Aj mai chup hu tum bolo najm kya hai Hum to mar chuke khudko bachane me Ab humme bhi hum kaha kaha hai Sari asteen tatol di mere apne kaha hai Gum to tum se hi hai warna Hume kal raat ka yad bhi kaha hai Ab tumne samajh liya Jo mujhe wahi theek Mere pas Mera koi gawah kaha hai  Dum ghot rahi hai aj kal mere sukoon ki ab chalti hawa kaha hai Ye log hai thairaye hue bewafa Wo to tab se dikhe hi nahi Wafadar kaha hai Tumhara guroor dekhna tootega Agar tum mujhe ajma rahe ho Tumhara pyar tumpe lautega Jo tum mujhko u sata rahe ho Mai andar se mara hua admi Pata nahi kyu jine ki chahat me hu Meri bechani meri to khudka sukoon mai hi hu Plus point mera Nasha Jo abhi chadhha nahi Or minus point Nasha Jo utarega suba tak nahi  Tere jaise ladke 14 sal ki umar me  maine chode or chhod diye Biryani special khilaye fir Isse age nahi Iven when I'm in deep You now I'm deep wrld My closed book I Fuck up Mai deep wrld mai kaise mood me hu play kiss mood me hota Mai deep wrld active social media pe nahi rehta Dil ka darwaja kabhi khula hi nahi Lagta bas behem tha kisine dastak bhi di nahi Dil ka darwaja kabhi khula hi nahi Tabhi baitha mai Dil band karke bahar ghar ke Ab sadka ana jana hota ?? Mera to mere pas bas gawa wana hota Agar past me na tumhara mujhko rulana hota Bato se tumhara hi na dil jalana hota Mai hota agar tumsa to mere pas bhi bahana hota Mujhe khudse khudko na fir ayesa banana hota Fame wali bate mujhse nahi likhna hota Duniya se bahar mera bhi thikana hota Us din koi rone wala nahi hoga jis din mera jana hoga Khudko chhod Jis din Mai mil gaya kisiko Fir wo na mujhko khone wala hoga Mai use bhi badal sakta kisike liye jo hone wala hoga ? Jinko ummid thi mujhse unko mai mayus nahi karunga Waqt lagega par poori ummid mai karunga Wo ab mujhpe sahmat nahi jaise Par mai sahmat hu bas yahi bas yahi Music chhod ke ummid maine khudse kuchh kari nahi Jinke rahu kharab wo mujhse khud mar khane chale ate Fir Jane ko mujhko hi bolte Mai ek din inko is bat pe bhar dunga Jo bas dusro ke chakkar me mujhe tolte Meraa mattha fira to tere mathhe ki ma chud jayegi 2 3 hi dunga Teri band sales khul jaengi Abhi baithe hai to rehne de tu matlab humse Mujhe mauke lagte to mai bas nase me Abhi baithe hai to pine de rakh disturbance Humse Zam bhi hum ghoot ghoot piye hai Ilzaam bhi hum ghoot ghoot piye hai Todte rehte hai sab Dil or hum dhadkane sine me Lage hai Apne to samajhe hi nahi rahe har gum bot jor se mere seene pe lage hai Hum door Jane me ab dheere se Lage hai Ye sare zindagi ke bure waqt jaise ek sath mere peechhe se Lage hai