One Last Time

i think i should learn how to speak, aata bolna toh aaj na adhure yeh sawal hote, i think i should do it for us, but us se phele ourselves jaha rishte waha kharab hote, chaha tha jeena firse ek khawab leke bada, panno pe utaar raha abhi tk yeh jazbaat mere, na kamiyab m un wajah se jo khamiya thi andar mere dil ke rakh ke bethe yeh jo saaz ghere, i think use aukat meri pata chali, tabhi toh yeh saza mili bin kisi hisab ke, but she thinks it's easy to move on, mujhse puchu zara lagta bezuban se bulwana chahre, aisi baat na ki pyaar mene km kiya, pratishat pura 100 diya, fir bhi sala yeh gum mila, i think mere naseeb me hi ni tha, kyuki mohabbat ki jo baat thi usse pura situm ghira, kya hi kaide ginane jb wo hi tumhari judge, kya hi faide dikhane uski ankho ke tum marz, mano baat meri chhodo sb kho jao thode waqt, jiske liye abhi ro rahe kisi or me wyast, bin piye ab toh neend bhi ni aati, bin hase aisi raate sari kaati, jo thi mashooka na wo pyaar se bulati, na hi yaad karti shayad tabhi hichkiyan ni aati, aaj bhi dukhta maan jb sochu wo kisi or ki hogi, rheta shant dil uper wale ki yahi manzoori, kya hi galti manu uski mere andar na koi khubi, rakhke fasla or kahi khush toh m na hu jaruri, jo bhund hone pr bhi bin gire h rheta, wo insaan aaj gir chuka h pyaar ke janaze me, uth na paye aisi thokkar hi padi h, jo phechanta tha phele ab wo chalta jaise gher hu zamane se, tarife karke aise kya btana chahte ho, m ho jau unki tarah jinke guun ab tum gaate ho, I'm sorry pr yeh hona payega agar pasand aa rahe wo toh aap unhe bhi itna bhate ho, pura din katu jaise farak hina pade, baari aati raat ki tasveero se m baat karu, bs kash-m-kash bacha is bheed me ki kon jyada pyaar de, na lauti wo na mohabbat fir dubara hui,