Kaagaz aur Daag

Puri raat maru shab pe zaban pe talab aur aankhe hai nam lo ji gaa raha nagme In raato me jinda hai dil mera dhadke jo shabdo se gunje ye saare mohaulle Mai gaata chala Kya kya kaha maine kya kya suna mujhe khud na pata mera kya hai bacha mera kafila mai mera mann mera dil meri jaan mera jeena hi manzil bana To marne se darr na lage vo thikana hai aisa jahan sab hi thehrte hai Kyu khudse jikar na kare apni galti ka baato se dil kyu behelte hai Yahan nazro pe parde chade hai nazaaro pe yaado ke baadal lage hai Yahan apne hi ladne lage hai anjaano se kya apna shikwa kahe Mai ungali pe ginta hu saal kyunki saalo se rakha hai din ka hisaab ni Hai duri bhi duniya se aisi ki milna 2 pal ko bhi lagta na laazmi Tha patthar ki murat pe dil mera uski ibadat me jeena hai afreen Mushaayaro ki mehfil me aisa mai shaayar jo likhta mohobbat hai khwaab ki Aur saadgi mujhe mujhse milaana ek khwaab tha Is kala se pehle kya naam tha Sab likhne se pehle kya kaam tha Vo yaad ni Aur aaj bhi Sawaalon me berang sa daag tha Mujhe bas kora kaagaz ye jaanta Mujhe bas kora kaagaz ye jaanta Aur aaj bhi.. Aji saalo bitaadiye Naam ke jigri to kitne gawa diye Aji sadiyo se kya kiye Gaane thik par ho kitna kama liye Maine kya kya gunaah kiye Shauhrat milte hi kitne bhula diye Mera kisse kahani the Kasti kaagaz ki lamhe duba diye Mila shabnam me sab ka maalik Mai gum e shaam me tarasta ghalib Khwaabo ke dhue se bani kaalik Me milti shabnam mai likhta taariq Ye khudse hi badsalukhi bani sarfaroshi Mai patthar dil inkaya mai ramta jogi Mere ashqo ko samjhe yahan banda jobhi Use haq hai janaaje me kandha vo bhi de, andhi duniya,khokle log aur khokli soch bhare se bhare mass ke putle yahan jaan se mehenge anaaj ke tukde in sadko pe ghume samaaj ke murde haan dekhe kuch log jo haalaat se tute haan dekhe kuch log apne aap ko bhule Seekh mili 1 mujhe khaake dhokhe seekh mili 1 hai mohobbat khoke Aur vo hai ki... Nashedi ko nashe se pyaar ni aise nashedi se pyaar na karna Meri daawat me swaagat hai khaa lena sab mera dil uske naam ka rakhna Agar dil laga usse jo karte wafa na hai khud se to yaad na rakhna Kabhi khudko bhi dena ye mauka aur duniya se chahe tum pyaar na karna Aur saadgi mujhe mujhse milaana ek khwaab tha Is kala se pehle kya naam tha Sab likhne se pehle kya kaam tha Vo yaad ni Aur aaj bhi Sawaalon me berang sa daag tha Mujhe bas kora kaagaz ye jaanta Mujhe bas kora kaagaz ye jaanta Dehradun baitha tension me Lagara insurance ke paper aur papa the strecher pe Dera tha maa ko assurance but fatri thi khud bhi Ye saala anhoni ki dehsat hai Season diwali ka par ye amaawas ki raat kare anxious aur kya piyu mai Wahan chal ri dhanteras ki shopping yahan shift hore papa bhi same din hai icu mai Aur usually ghar me jab rehte to kamre ke kono me khoya sa rehta hu Par pehli baar aisa hua 5 min bhi papa se milne ko baitha mai tarsa hu That was a phase of my life now I'm back with some lessons ye verses me deeper meaning Mujhe padta ni farak you feel it not ye bas sach meri life document ye likhit Mujhe chahiye ni koi applause as a matter of fact for this even fuck the critics I wrote this to go thru my journey and make something out of it not for the mere release Le kaagaz pe likhke jalaadu haqiqat to aa mere sapno ka dhua dekh Mai aayat me maangu bas papa salamaat aur maa meri khush rahe khuda dekh Jarurate kehti Tu paisa laga aur yeh chahte kehti aa jua khel Le kaagaz pe likhke jalaadu haqiqat to aa mere sapno ka dhua dekh